October 2011
I’m not going to lie, I am. I’m the kind that gets all lovey dovey when we’re talking or together. I’ll sweet talk you every time will talk. I’ll give you all these corny and weird nicknames. I’ll constantly tell you, “I like you” or/and “I love you.” I’ll always say “You’re mine and only mine.” I tend to write you long texts saying how much you mean to me and stuff like that. I’m like that. It’s just my nature.
You cant just throw them in the corner after you’re done with them JUST cus they got ”boring”. HOW the fuck would you feel if you threw someone in a corner alone? Feeling like shit right? Treats others the same way i mean shit girls have feelings too you know?
I miss having someone to talk to all the time. I miss liking someone so bad and knowing that they like me too..
I don’t like it when people do that. When you’re texting someone while you’re on the phone with me, I feel like I’m not that important. Questions would pop up in my head like “Who are you texting?” & “what are you saying to that person?”. I would wonder if I should go or not at times also. Even if I’m having a fun time talking to you. I get really annoyed when people do that.
Everyone I used to be close with, it’s not the same anymore. The people I used to talk to on a daily basis, are just like all my other friends, people I talk to every now and then. I don’t like thinking about it, but it’s true. All the people I once was close with, we’ve all kind of just went different ways. We’re still friends and everything, but I miss talking and hanging out with someone on a daily basis.
One day, my happiness will be my priority, but for now, I think I can get by knowing you’re happy with him, not me. Even though many people don’t think he’s right for you, it’s not like I can get upset because you like him and not me. There are millions and billions of fish in the sea, but you’re a goldfish and I’m a guppy.
Get that Everlane shit ouuuttaa here.
- I still check up on you from time to time.
- I can’t help but think of you daily.
- I check my phone wondering if you texted me or called me.
- I imagine us being together.
- I think about what it’d be like if you and I were together.
- I care about everything that happens to you.
- I want to just be with you when something isn’t wrong.
- Lastly, I want to just be yours.