I hate ending our phone calls. They’re like the only thing that makes me feel like I’m with you.. And when the phone call ends, so does your presence. Makes me feel all alone. Then I realize that I am..
Its raining right now. Its cuddle season right now. The late night loneliness is kickin in..
Why should you matter to me? Sure, we have great memories and I always have fun with you when we’re together, but in the end; I find out I did nothing but waste my time and buy your lies. Just stop the act, and get out of my way. I can find someone else to do those things with and won’t waste my to me or lie to my face. Got it?
We all do it. But, it ruins you. It also ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry and it just makes everything much worse than it actually is. Don’t make it difficult for you.
Guys have feelings too. They get hurt too, sometimes even more than we do.
Letting go of the person you care about. Letting go of all the memories you have of that person. Letting go of everything you went through together. Letting go is the hardest thing to do.
What am I going to do without you? How am I going to adapt to everything once you’re gone? Honestly, I see you daily. I can talk to from morning till night. I go to you whenever I need to talk about something. And you’re the one I can actually trust with anything.. I know we haven’t known eachother for that long. But please, just dont leave me :O </3
at least tell me you’re busy or something. Instead making me wait here for nothing.